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Korean Seaweed Pringles Taste Test!

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We love trying out new snacks we see in stores in Korea. Most Koreans snacks are sweet, though, and I’m much more of a salty person. Also a lot of Korean snacks tend to be octopus/squid/shrimp flavored, which is just not something my palate is used to, haha.

In the past year we’ve seen so many more western brands entering the korean market and making it on the shelves, although their presence is very inconsistent. (there one day, gone the next!) But there is also a lot of western brands being adopted with a Korean twist. We saw these chips and thought it was a great example of that! We’re all familiar with Pringles, but SEAWEED FLAVOR? No way would that go over well in America. :P Check out the video to see our reactions!! Would you try them? If so, do you think you’d like it?



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Dear Korea #104 - Making Friends with Benefits

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Hey readers! How are y’all? Did you have a nice weekend?

Not sure if this is good news or bad news, but it’s looking like I’ll have to move update days to Tuesdays (starting this week). Sorry for those of you that enjoy getting your updates on Mondays.

Up until very recently, I had been living in Korea without an oven. Being someone that likes to cook, it was not an easy few years. It’s actually pretty common for Korean homes to not have appliances like ovens or dryers. I feel pretty spoiled every time I complain about such things, as everyone living here seems to manage just find without luxuries I once saw as necessities. I’ve grown pretty used to hang drying my clothes and finding interesting solutions to roasting vegetables, but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t all sorts of excited when my brand new oven arrived.

To all of my friends that let me abuse their baking appliances before I got my own, thank you for putting up with me. I shall continue to feed you cookies until you explode.


Jen Lee's Dear Korea

This is Jen Lee. She likes to draw.
She also likes green tea.

Got any questions, comments, or maybe even some delicious cookies you want to send through the internet? Feel free to contact us at dearkoreacomic at gmail dot com.

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With so little time to do anything productive this month, you’d think I’d find something better to do with myself. I could have studied a language, planned my next trip around Asia, written an article, sponsored a dog, cooked a fantastic meal, exercised, or at least prepared for my day job.

Instead, I arsed around making this here pointless video… enjoy!

 

 

I stumbled onto this effervescent scene last summer whilst walking through a rammed subway station in Busan. The music was so unbearably loud that it penetrated the airtight space between my earphones. Full blown concerts are, for some reason, quite common in Busan’s subway stations and the music that emanate from them is usually unbearable (as it is here). I was about to walk on by, but thanks be to the Korean gods that I saw the men’s breathtakingly awkward dancing. It had to be captured!

 



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The Subtext of S Korea’s Dislike for Japan is Competition with N Korea

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The Subtext of S Korea’s Dislike for Japan is Competition with N Korea

cover1203-thumb-200xautoI just published a long essay about Korea’s view of Japan for Newsweek Japan. Please contact me if you would like the Japanese version. Below is the reprint in English.

As so often when I write in this area, I immediately got hate-mail. So please, don’t bother telling how much this website sucks, that I’m a mouthpiece for whomever you dislike, that I am ‘taking sides,’ betraying Korea, and so on. I know Koreans and Japanese read critical analyses of one or the other in zero-sum terms. The essay below is not meant as a ‘Japanese win.’ It is meant to explore why Koreans exaggerate Japan so much. Why do Koreans routinely say things like Japan is run by right-wing fanatics who want to invade Dokdo with samurai? These statements are not only obviously false, they are ridiculous.

I have said before (here, here) that Koreans have legitimate grievances regarding Japan, particularly on Yasukuni and the comfort women. But Koreans don’t stop there; they go over-the-top with things like the Sea of Japan re-naming campaign, claims that Japan wants to invade Korea again, or that Dodko is worth going to war over – even though such action would eventuate a US departure from SK and dramatically reduce Korean security. Other victims of earlier Japanese imperialism don’t talk like this, and I think a lot of well-meaning Japanese, who do recognize what Japan did here, are genuinely baffled by all this.

So the puzzle, to put it in social science terms, is not why Koreans dislike Japan. There are grounds for that. But rather, why do Koreans (specifically the media) exaggerate those grievances so much that even sympathetic outlets (like this blog or American analysts more generally) feel compelled to call out the nonsense? That is actually a really good research question – but for all the hate-mail – if you are writing a PhD in this area.

Here is my primary hypothesis: ‘Japanphobia’ – the over-the-top Korean descriptions of Japan as some unrepentant imperial revanchist – serves S Korean domestic nationalist needs. Specifically Japan functions as a useful ‘other’ for the identity construction problem of a half-country (SK) facing a competitor (NK) that openly proclaims itself the real Korean national state against an imposter (SK). Trapped in  who’s-more-nationalist-than-thou contest, demonizing Japan is way for South Korea to compete with North Korea for Korean nationalist imagination. NK calls SK the ‘Yankee Colony’ to delegitimize it, but beating up on NK is not so easy in SK. A sizeable minority of S Koreans agree that SK is too Americanized and not Korean enough, and NK cynically manipulates the evocative symbolism of Mt. Paektu to emotionally confuse the South. By contrast, Japan, the former colonialist, brings a convenient, black-and-white ‘moral clarity.’ As a result, Dokdo gets fetishized and Japan (not NK) becomes the state the the RoK defines itself against.

The full essay follows the jump. The framing is the recent trip by US Secretary of Defense Hagel to Tokyo and the furious grand strategy debate that touched off in Seoul. If the language seems a little ‘journalist-y,’ that’s because this was edited for readability by Newsweek.

“When US Secretary of Defense Charles Hagel and US Secretary of State John Kerry visited Japan last month, it received scant attention in Tokyo. But for South Koreans, it was a big deal. The so-called “2+2” talks and the subsequent strengthening of the US-Japan alliance has sparked a raging strategy debate in Seoul. The Japanese media gave the trip minor coverage, because the American ‘pivot’ to Asia is popular in Japan, and Tokyo shares America’s concerns about China. But South Korea does not. Hence, South Korean newspaper editors and foreign policy analysts are worried that Korea might get roped into an incipient stand-off between China on the one hand, and the US and Japan on the other. The JoongAng Daily warns of an “an emerging Cold War-type rivalry between America and China” with Korea sandwiched in the middle. Indeed given Korea’s geography, it is almost impossible for it to avoid a serious contest between Asia’s two largest economies.

But there is also a sharp edge about Japan in this debate. Koreans are more fearful of Japan than a rising China, and they feel that stronger US-Japan ties would inadvertently draw Korea closer to Japan through the US. This is anathema to Korean elites, who have consistently attempted to de-link the US alliance with Korea from that of the US and Japan. Traditional Korean distrust of Japan has risen under Prime Minister Shinzo Abe. The Chosun Daily snapped that “Japanese rightwing fanatics are only hungry for power and short-term gratification.” A similar editorial in the Korean Herald proclaimed Japan as Korea’s “ancient foe,” with whom alliance is impossible. It argues that Korean officials are upset that they were not consulted beforehand about Washington’s intent to tighten US-Japanese relations, with its obvious focus on China. President Park Geun-Hye’s regular rebuffs of Abe suggest that Korea will persist in distancing itself politically from Japan.

This is a risky business, as Korea is an encircled middle power, despite its position in the G-20 and the nationalist media frenzy that this ‘elevated Korea’s status.’ Korea’s American ally very much wants a Korean-Japanese rapprochement, so if South Korea remains adamant in rejecting improved ties with Japan, US pressure is likely. Still, South Korea views Japan with continuing hostility. Confusedly then, this pits South Korea with Japan and the US against North Korea, but then both Koreas with China against Japan. This entangling alliance framework – specifically persistent Korean alienation from Japan – cripples the creation of collective security – an Asian NATO – by blocking the consolidation of a democratic camp in East Asia.

To a degree, this kind of attitude – insisting that Washington should seek Seoul’s “permission” before dealing with Tokyo - is rooted in South Korea’s view of American engagement in East Asia as a zero-sum game. As Stephanie Nayoung Kang, a fellow at the Pacific Forum CSIS points out, “Seoul sees Tokyo as a competitor for U.S. attention.” Tight US-Japan relations, as evidenced in Hagel’s trip, activates jealousy and resentment – the direct motivation for Park’s counter-move of a diplomatic tour of southeast Asia. The rapid growth of South Korea at the same time that Japan has slipped badly in its ‘lost decades’ has nurtured a vision of equality between Korea and Japan in the American structure in Asia. Traditionally Japan has been the American security anchor in Asia (similar to Germany in cold war NATO). Koreans resent this elevation in American attention, and this current flap with the US is an expression of that bitterness.

Furthermore, Koreans increasingly seem themselves, perhaps too much, as a major actor in Asia. Seoul refuses to be strong-armed by the U.S. into crafting a better relationship with Japan (nor vice versa), nor does Korea want to be ‘chain-ganged’ into an Asian cold war between China, and the US and Japan. In an attempt to project the image of Korea, Park subsequently went on that tour of Southeast Asia to demonstrate a counter-Japanese Korean alternative in Asia. This has been cheered in the nationalistic Korean media.

This greater Korean willingness to challenge, if not antagonize, Japan flows from its rapid economic growth. Koreans refer to their period of rapid growth from the 1960s to the 1980s as the ‘miracle on the Han’ (river). In a generation, Korea moved from third world poverty to modernity. Today, it is the world’s fifteenth largest economy, and it is in the G-20. At the same time, North Korea has been definitively eclipsed, Japan has struggled with decades of stagnation, while Soviet/Russian power in East Asia collapsed. In short, South Korea has dramatically closed the power gap with its neighbors in the last half-century. So South Korea today feels that it is much better placed to push its demands on both the US and Japan. The current strategy debate in Seoul is an expression of this greater regional equality.

The Seoul-based Asan Institute argues that this has given a ‘new nationalism’ to South Koreans. Korea today no longer feels that it has to heed to Washington’s lead on East Asian issues, and it is increasingly confident in condemning Japan on historical grievances. Koreans increasingly see Korea as equal to Japan, and they are increasingly unwilling to accept the fact of Japan being America’s primary ally in Asia. Hence, Hagel may wish Korea to reconcile with Japan and cooperate more with the US and Japan on China, but this is unlikely. There is little appetite for an open South Korean alignment with the US and Japan against China.

What’s behind South Korea’s worldview? For one, Koreans maintain some degree of historical sympathy for China. Korea held pride of place in the old Sinocentric ‘tribute system;’ Chinese dynasties did not bully Korea much, despite its small size. And of course, the Ming helped defeat the Hideyoshi invasion. Nor do present-day Koreans—contrary to many countries in the Pacific—perceive China to be a rising military threat. Instead, Koreans are more fearful about its perceived Japanese “rearmament” than China’s ascension. Further, China is Korea’s largest export destination and a substantial location of Korean direct investment. Seoul fears that the growing Korean-Chinese economic interdependence would be threatened by an explicit anti-Chinese stance by the U.S. and Japan. Finally, China is North Korea’s primary backer. South Korea cannot embrace a militarized US pivot if it is to convince China to one day give up North Korea. An anti-Chinese South Korean posture would put off any chances of reunification, because China will not give up its North Korean “buffer” if “hostile” US forces would be on its Korean border.

Korean-Japanese Tension

As the U.S. pivot to Asia tightens the environment around Korea, the debate in Seoul illustrates what will put Korea in a bind: choosing between the Chinese and US-Japanese camps. Distant states like Indonesia or Australia can slip-and-slide between the two sides. Their geography gives them some options to play for time, as well as encourage Sino-US rapprochement. Korea does not have this luxury. The demilitarized zone, right in the middle of Korea, is ground-zero for the US-China stand-off in Asia. Unless South Korea pursues a path of vigorous neutralism, including kicking out American troops and going nuclear, Korea will likely be forced to choose between the two camps.

Non-Koreans frequently assume this would be an obvious choice. China is a one-party dictatorship with a poor human rights record, weak civil liberties, and no elections. The US and Japan, by contrast, are established liberal democracies—values that South Koreans also espouse.

Here, the deep-seated Korean animosity toward Japan upends all expected political equations. Americans are perplexed how Koreans see Japan as a greater threat than China, but they do. Hagel encouraged Park to deal with Japan, which brought a sharp reply about Japan’s historical behavior in Asia. Abe’s current nationalist coalition has badly inflamed the issue. Park refuses to meet with Abe until he speaks more apologetically on the war. The differences are well-known, but in my experience in Korea, Koreans insist on four things regarding Japan:

1. Visits to the Yasukuni Shrine are an annual irritant (to the Chinese and Americans as well). It would help enormously if Japan could find a way to honor its war dead without the moral ambiguity of Yasukuni’s presentation of the war.

2. Dokdo has become a symbol to Koreans all out of proportion to its actual value. The actual geographic focal point of Korean nationalism should be Mt. Paektu, near the Chinese border, the mythological birthplace of the Korean race. Unfortunately it is under North Korean control, and Southern opinion on the North is deeply divided. Hence, Dokdo is a clearer, morally easier symbol of Korean nationalism: Japan was Korea’s colonialist, so controlling Dokdo is a way of showing Japan that Korea is sovereign, independent, and proud. All Koreans can agree on that without a confused debate on which Korea is the ‘real’ Korea.

3. The ‘comfort women’ – Korean women impressed into forced sexual service to the Japanese imperial army – is another deeply divisive issue. Korean public attitudes toward sexuality are still deeply conservative, so the ‘comfort women’ are a national humiliation. My Japanese colleagues often ask me why this issue regularly comes up, despite the 1965 Japan-Korea treaty that legally ended reparation claims. Here Korea seeks not just financial compensation, but moral recognition. Ultimately in Korea, this is not a legal or financial issue, but a moral one. Koreans want an admission of guilt from Japan, along the lines of German attitudes toward the Holocaust, and they expect contrition from Japanese politicians on this point.

4. Finally, there is regular concern in Korea about the way in which history is taught in Japan. Again, the issue is likened to Germany’s post-WWII contrition about Nazism. Koreans expect that from Japan, and expect youth education in Japan to openly reject Japanese colonialism as aggressive imperialism.

For these reasons, Korea does not want a rapprochement with Japan. Koreans perceive Abe is moving in the wrong direction on this. Hence the current deep freeze in Korean-Japanese relations. Therefore, to join a US-Japanese anti-Chinese coalition would not only antagonize its primary export destination in China, it would align Korea with its ‘unrepentant historical foe.’

Japan as the Anti-Korean ‘Other’ in the Nationalist Competition with North Korea

But considering the fact that these issues have been around for decades, they do not fully explain the logic behind Seoul’s recent behavior. What is at play here is something deeper, which ultimately does not have to do with Japan, but South Korea’s psychology as a ‘half-country’ whose national legitimacy is openly challenged by North Korea.

South Korea’s animosity toward Japan, although rooted in history, is also an outgrowth of nationalist confusion caused by the division of the Korean Peninsula. A strong sense of pride about its ethnicity and heritage runs deep in Korea—and North Korea frequently exploits this nationalism to its advantage. The North controls Mt. Paektu, the mythological birthplace of the Korean race near the Chinese border, and uses this symbolism relentlessly and manipulatively to its advantage. The North refers to itself as ‘Chosun’ (조선the traditional name of the united Korean state that preceded Japanese annexation), instead of ‘Hanguk (한국the modern republican name with far less emotional weight). And it claims to be the true defender of the Korean race (the ‘minjok’ 민족) against the globalized, racially mongrelized ‘Yankee Colony’ to the south. (A guide in North Korea actually told me that Koreans should not ‘mix’ their race.) On behalf of the ’minjok,’ Pyongyang, in their view, stands tall against everyone – China, the US, Japan, while Seoul remains obedient to America

Many outsiders may find all of this as typical North Korean bombast and propaganda–but it resonates emotionally with many Koreans in the south. This is why there are a minority of North Korea-sympathizers in the south; NK complicates political categories in Seoul. Unlike many Western countries, in South Korea the left is nationalist—dovish on North Korea—, while the right is ‘internationalist,’ or pro-American. All of this sows confusion in the mind of South Koreans about the direction of nationalist feeling—which makes Japan an easy, clarifying symbol—a lightening rod of sorts. Here, Japan—because of its colonial record— becomes an easy outlet for Koreans of all stripes to unite and prove their nationalist credentials. It presents a simplistic good/evil dichotomy, an alternative to the constant confusion North Korea and its nationalist posturing sows in the south. Even as South Korea defers to Washington on North Korea policy, the South can gain a sense of pride and self-respect by taking a tough stance with Japan. All Koreans—both south and north– can agree to dislike Japan; all can rally round the flag on this.

This is why Dokdo, rather than Mt. Paektu, is a clearer, morally easier symbol of South Korean nationalism. Paektu should be the territorial locus of Korean nationalism, but it cannot be. It is compromised by its location in North Korea and by Pyongyang’s mendacious exploitation of symbolism. Dokdo is the replacement: because Japan was Korea’s colonialist, controlling Dokdo is a way of showing Japan that South Korea, a half-country with a weak sense of ‘state-ness,’ is in fact a sovereign, independent, and proud country. All Koreans can agree on this without a confused debate on which Korea is the ‘real’ Korea.

In other words, a lot of this isn’t about Japan at all. Japan is a convenient placeholder for South Korean elites to sidestep North Korea and assert their nationalist pride while avoiding the complicating relations with Pyongyang. Japan is an ‘other’ against which South Koreans can construct a separate national identity badly compromised by the overt ‘Chosun’ nationalism of the North. Korea’s divided condition creates a unique identity crisis which ‘Japan-as-other’ helps resolve.

South Korea has a weak sense of ‘state patriotism’; Koreans are indeed ethnic nationalists, but to their blood and cultural community, including Koreans in the North. They are one people. But the actual Republic of Korea, the state itself (in the south), has weak legitimacy and roots in Korean civil society. It is a half-country politically dominated by the Americans for decades, with institutions frequently copied wholesale from the US, with no obvious lineage to the beloved Chosun dynasty, and a closed political-economic Seoul-based elite (‘Kangnam style’) that alienates much of the country. The result is a poor sense of a distinct South Korea identity and weak commitment to corrupted, distant Southern institutions. In this context, Japan is a useful other against which a Southern state identity can be constructed. Hence the exaggeration of Korea’s otherwise defendable claims against Japan.

Korea’s Grand Strategy Dilemma

Korea is caught in a tough predicament. It is an encircled middle power. Three great powers border it, as does North Korea. Koreans may perceive the ‘miracle on the Han’ to level the regional competition, but I believe this to be an exaggeration. Korea risks ‘overplaying its hand’ as the Wall Street Journal recently noted. Korean security is still highly dependent on the US. So an open split with Japan is perilous, because Japan is still the anchor state of the American alliance architecture in Asia – which point Park’s Southeast Asian sought, fruitlessly, to contest. Korean geography is immutable, and Korean demography is stagnant. In other words, Korea cannot move out the way of Sino-Japanese competition, even if it wishes to, and Korea’s economic ‘miracle’ days are over. Korea will not catch up to Japan or even Russia (a point on which the Korean media could be more helpful). Perhaps decades after unification, but for now, Korea is still ‘a shrimp among whales.’

That traditional Korean saying captures well the long-term dilemma of Korean security, what ultimately shapes its geopolitical worldview. The great historical goal of Korean strategy is autonomy, independence from its much larger neighbors. (Hence the ideological satisfactions of Park’s confrontational Southeast Asia diplomacy.) China may focus on regional supremacy, as it did in the past, and Japan may, in turn, focus on preventing Chinese hegemony. But Korea’s strategic focus is much more immediate and narrow – preventing domination by its much larger neighbors. For a millennium Korea bounced back and forth between China, Japan, and Russia in northeast Asia. A wealthier, more confident Korea is now struggling against that continuing geographic constraint, unhappy that yet another outsider, the Americans, seem to be manipulating it.

The current debate in Seoul, then, is just the latest in a long historical effort. Understandably, Korea doesn’t want to be pushed around by powerful outsiders. But I am doubtful this can change – unless Korea were willing to openly break with the US and unilaterally nuclearization to go it alone. Geography, demography, and cold war division badly cripple Korean power. Korea feels that it is strong enough for the moment to resist an easy slide into the US-Japanese ‘pivot’ tacitly aimed at China. But so long as it is a US ally, the pressure will continue, and there is no obvious way out.”


Filed under: Foreign Policy, Japan, Korea (North), Korea (South), United States

Robert E Kelly
Assistant Professor
Department of Political Science & Diplomacy
Pusan National University
robertkelly260@hotmail.com

 

Children in Peril

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Many of my children never realize just how close to their own demise they come as they test my patience and faith in humanity in the classroom.  Having survived a dozen years in the classroom, most of the time I can let their behavior roll off my back–after all, they are just kids–but some days the urge to kill threatens to break my composure.  Yesterday was one of those days. 

Here, presented for your amusement, are my pedagogical frustrations in blog form. No children were harmed in the creation of this posting….yet.

If another child thrusts another paper into my face, I swear to God I  will rip it into tiny pieces and force him or her to EAT every last bit of it.  Is it too much to ask a child to calm down long enough to turn in work in a civilized manner?  

Unfortunately, yesterday was one of those days where even this tiny amount of decorum was impossible in the hagwon classroom.  No matter how many times I try to convince them otherwise, my kids have all decided that there is some kind of prize for being the first kid to hand in a paper.  Even though this “prize” generally consists of having to go back and correct all their careless errors, to them finishing first is more precious than Olympic gold.  For those of you who think teaching is not comprised mostly of suppressing the urge to maim and destroy, here are four behaviors I experienced YESTERDAY ALONE that nearly cost unsuspecting children their lives.

1) I like to call this the “mad dash”.  It entails two or more students finishing at the same time and engaging in everything short of a UFC title fight to get to me first.  No matter how many times I tell them to stop or make them sit back down, they pop up like whack-a-moles ready to duel  to the death for my attention.  It’s not so much their killing each other I mind, it’s the fact that they frequently shove or trip other students and step on my toes or crash into me in order to get their paper graded first. And sometimes it’s a paper that’s not even complete!  

2)  Those with the subtlety of , say, an ATOM BOMB employ the next and possibly my least favorite maneuver– the “thrust and wave”.  This is where a student literally thrusts a paper into my line of vision–for example, in between my pen and the attendance roster I’m trying to mark–and wiggles it around expecting me to literally drop whatever I’m doing and immediately acknowledge them.  This behavior is generally accompanied by a repeated chanting of the words, “Teacher, finished!” (as if I hadn’t noticed your paper wriggling like a fish on a hook perilously close to my nose).  The arrogance inherent in this gesture makes me want to choke one of them, flay him or her alive, and hang the carcass from my whiteboard as a warning to future potential offenders.

3)  A close second to the “thrust and wave” is the student whose need to have his paper checked is so pressing that he actually interrupts me while I’m working with another student, assuming that I will stop checking their paper so that I can gaze upon the wonder that is his scholastic endeavor.  This is usually the kid who was in such a hurry to make corrections to his work that he didn’t actually bother to erase any of the wrong  answers.  He just scribbled through him and expects my immediate review of his wrinkled, chicken-scratch covered assignment.  Yesterday, I had several children interrupt their classmates’ speaking tests expecting me to answer their questions or grade their assignments.  

4) Most of the behaviors above I have observed in younger students, but this last one occurs regardless of age.  It’s what I’m going to call the “mean girl”.  This is when two students talk about you, literally inches from your face.  They think because they’re speaking Korean that you will be unable to decipher signals such as your name being repeated, pointing in your direction, or any of the other myriad ways body language indicates someone is talking about you.  Plus, words like “phone”, while not pronounced in strictly the same manner as in English, are in fact cognates.  So, after two years in the country, while my Korean may not be conversational (it’s one of the world’s most difficult languages to learn), I usually know when I’m being talked about and can figure out at least a general picture of what’s being said.  The frustration with this behavior is compounded by the fact that most of our co-workers also engage in the “mean girl” in our teacher’s workroom, sometimes talking about us with students.  Since I’m from the South, I understand the necessity of gossip. But, please, have the courtesy to talk smack about me when I’m not in the room instead of assuming your use of Korean protects you totally from my ability to comprehend. 

As I said before, most days, one or two of these behaviors are something I can let slide or even laugh at. Yesterday was NOT one of those days.  Also, I find these behaviors (which exist in multiple classrooms in my school and in friends’ schools) kind of fascinating from a sociological standpoint.  Since my experience with American elementary education is limited, I’m not sure if the behaviors are age-specific or culturally endemic.  Are these symptoms of a digital generation so used to instant gratification that they are unable to exercise even the slightest impulse control?  Are they the result of an upbringing that is too child-centric and indulgent?  Or does their parents’ busy Korean work week leave them starved for any kind of adult attention?  Are these behaviors the first vestiges of the cutthroat academic competition for which Korea and Japan are famous?  And, if I actually should kill a child, where do I hide the body?  

Dear readers, this inquiring mind wants to know. 


Filed under: Uncategorized Tagged: Busan, frustrations, Korea, Teaching

The Story of…Beopcheonsa Temple

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 The temple courtyard at Beopcheonsa Temple in Yangsan, Gyeongsangnam-do.

Hello Again Everyone!!

The very last major temple I had yet to visit in Yangsan was Beopcheonsa Temple. The first time I attempted to visit this nunnery in the mountains of Mt. Geumjeongsan, which borders on Busan to the south, I thought I was going the wrong way down a dirt road. The road simply seemed to be headed to nowhere. I hadn’t brought a map with me, and the prospect didn’t look all that promising, so I turned around.

A week later, and with map in hand, I headed back to Beopcheonsa Temple. Upon second look, if I had in fact followed my instincts, and the road that appeared to go no further than a farmer’s field, I would have ended up at the beautiful Beopcheonsa Temple.

After arriving at the temple parking lot, I was greeted by a beautiful Cheonwangmun Gate and stone lanterns. After passing through the gate, and coming out on the other side, I was nicely surprised with the unique main hall that had windows behind the main altar statues that looked out onto the mountain, as well as a Samseong-gak joined by twisting read pines.

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 The pair of ducks that walk around the temple grounds.

As I walked the grounds, I was able to see a beautiful pond where a pair of colourful ducks were swimming, as well as an area for some stone statues of Gwanseeum-bosal (The Bodhisattva of Compassion) and Amita-bul (The Buddha of the Western Paradise). Amazingly, the entire grounds were populated by stray cats that the nuns at the temple took care of. It was only when I got to the north side of the temple grounds, and was walking around the Jijang-bosal (The Bodhisattva of the Afterlife) shrine that a nun called me over. I thought, oh no, now I’m in trouble for trespassing on a part of the temple that I shouldn’t have been visiting.

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 The Jijang-bosal shrine where I thought I was going to get in trouble.

But when I got to her, she invited me in to the temple’s visitors’ centre. I thought, okay, why not. When I entered, they offered me a coffee and tangerines. We talked exclusively in Korean. They asked me questions about my time in Korea, whether I was married, and why I was so interested in Korean Buddhism. As we were talking, a half dozen cats came in to have a drink of milk that the nuns had provided inside the visitors’ centre. After about 30 minutes, they gave me a Buddhist CD and wished me well upon my way.

The offering up of coffee to me is a bit funny. It’s a bit funny because I never have coffee unless a Buddhist monk or nun offers it to me, which upsets my coffee-loving wife to no end.

For more on Beopcheonsa Temple.

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 Inside the main hall as one of the nuns I had coffee with conducts the morning prayer service.

[HiKorea Hostel(Guesthouse) in Haeundae, Busan]Hikoreahostel is offering “Busan Trip” as a gift!

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Event: Fundraising Party for Rainbow Teen Safe Space

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There is a great fundraising event going on this Friday with proceeds going toward the creation of a safe space for LGBT teens.

The Rainbow Teen Safe Space is sponsored by Solidarity for Human Rights in Korea. The Open Doors Community Church is hosting this event and it is located feet from my old home. Unfortunately, I'm in San Diego. Luckily, I can donate to the organization directly and then get back to my finals.

If you'd like to donate directly to the Rainbow Teen Safe Space, you can do so on the Global Giving website. If you'd like to attend the fundraising event, head to the Open Door's Event Facebook page.

Soju in a Juice Box! Taste Test

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Alcohol comes in many wonderful forms in Korea, but there’s nothing more Korean than soju! According to the Guardian, soju is now the most popular booze in the world! In honor of this crowning achievement we decided to film a video featuring soju in my favorite form…a juice box! Watch in wonder as we drink hard liquor with a cute pink straw. :)



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Ablaze with the Spirit of Jeon Tae Il: Stories from the Front-lines

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Ablaze with the Spirit of Jeon Tae Il: Stories from the Front-lines

By Dae Han Song

November 9-10 marked the largest annual worker mobilization in Korea, the Worker Day Gathering. It is held in the memory of the 1970 self-immolation of Jeon Tae Il whose actions smashed the wall of silence and exposed the horrid working conditions of Korea’s industrialization. His life of struggle and his self-immolation sparked the Korean labor movement and continues to inspire it. In commemoration of this Worker’s Weekend, the Media Team spent the weekend learning about current workers’ struggles and participating in the Worker Day Gathering and solidarity events.

JEI Dispatch Tutor Workers

1         JEI Workers Minhee Yeo and Suyeong Oh speak about their 2000 days of occupation
and 200 of aerial occupation

The JEI workers victory on August 26th, 2013 marked the first time that “Special Workers” [legally recognized as self-employed freelancers (e.g. golf caddies, insurance sales people)] were recognized as employees and given the right to collective bargaining. Despite legal, mental, and physical harassment by JEI corporate employees and hired thugs, the struggle of the dispatch tutors persisted through 6 winters, spanning 2202 days making it the longest occupation in Korea and possibly the world. In the last 202 days, two of the occupiers, Minhee Yeo and Suyeong Oh, elevated the struggle by occupying a 15 meter church bell tower facing the JEI headquarters. On August 26th, they finally came down after their union was recognized and the fired workers reinstated.

 Samsung Trade Union Struggle and Cho, Chong Beom

 2A Media Team member paying his respects to Choi, Chong Beom
in a shrine inside the KCTU building

Choi, Chong Beom took his life in protest on October 31, 2013. He was a Samsung Electronics Service technician for four years. He was targeted for harassment and his workload and pay cut after joining the Samsung Trade Union. The Samsung Trade Union is seeking union recognition and collective bargaining. Samsung is notorious as a union-hostile company and continues in its attempts to dismantle the union. The struggle for recognition and collective bargaining continues.

 The Ssangyong Motor Workers Struggle and the Catholic Priests Association for Justice

3A shrine for the 24 people that died due to
stress related illness or by taking their own lives

In May 22nd, 2009, after 6 months of unpaid wages, planned mass layoffs, and the company’s unwillingness to negotiate, Ssangyong Motor Workers Union (a branch of the National Metal Workers Union) occupied a Ssanyong Motor Paint factory. Despite the brutal police and company hired thug repression, the occupation lasted 77 days and ended with a settlement in which 48% of the 974 “redundant” workers were promised unpaid leave (with the promise of future reinstatement) or be transferred to sales positions, and the remaining 52% would be given voluntary resignation or shifted to spin-off companies. However, the company has failed to honor its deal prompting the union to begin an aerial occupation of an electric pylon near the factory on November 20, 2012. The aerial occupation ended on May 9, 2013 due to severe health deterioration of the occupiers. The occupation continues in front of the Ssangyong Motor Company factory in Pyongtaek.

[For an 18 minute documentary of the Ssangyong Motor Union occupation
part 1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1JMGTzZDiM and
part 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtwkqGgkxoc]

 4A Ssangyong Auto Worker bares the demands on his back:

Let’s return to the factory!
President Park, Keep Your Promise of a Parliamentary Investigation!
Re-instate laid-off Ssangyong Auto Workers!
Regularize Irregular Workers!

5Priests of the Catholic Priest Association for Justice hold their 217th mass for the resolution
 of the Ssangyong Motor Workers Struggle and for Laid-off Workers

The Catholic Priests Association for Justice held a mass every day at 6:30 PM at Daehan Gate, across the street from the Seoul City Hall Plaza, for the Ssangyong Motor Workers and all laid-off workers. The Catholic Priest Association for Justice first started in protest of the Yushin Constitution during the Park Chung Hee dictatorship in the 1970s and continued on the democratization struggle. They are actively involved in various struggles including the Gangjeong Village struggle against the Naval Base. The CPAJ “takes to the streets, alongside the poor and the oppressed, for their liberation.” On November 18, 2013 amidst tears and reminiscing they concluded their final daily mass, their 225th one.

 Jeon Tae Il

6Jeon Tae Il sacrificed himself in self-immolation            

7Chrysantheums, incense, and soju offerings
at Pyung Hwa (Peace) Market                     

Jeon Tae Il came from poverty. At the age of 16, he began work in the textile sweatshops of the Peace Market. As he experienced and witnessed the horrid working conditions, he fought to improve conditions in four ways: “First, he became a cutter [a type of de-facto manager] and used his position to try to take care of the young factory workers; a kind-hearted approach. Second, having investigated the conditions in the Peace Market he appealed to the Ministry of Labour, demanding that they ensure the Labour Standards Law was implemented. Third, he conceived the notion to establish a model business in which the Labour Standards Law would be observed. Fourth, he protested and struggled actively against the oppressive forces that opposed the reform of working conditions; this is the strategy he opted for in the autumn of 1970.” His self-immolation shattered the media blockade and sparked public outrage and protest. The Worker Day Gathering is held in the memory of Jeon Tae Il’s sacrifice. His biography “A Single Spark” can be downloaded athttp://www.kdemo.or.kr/eng/book/data/8301

 The Great Worker Gathering

     8    Korean Teachers and Education Workers Union (KTU)            

9  Jeon Tae Il watches over the workers
join in the Worker’s Day Gathering

On October 24th, the government outlawed the Korean Teachers and Education Workers Union (KTU). The government accused the KTU of breaking the law because it refused to exclude, from its 60,000 membership, 22 teachers fired (by the previous conservative Lee Administration) for taking political stances: in Korea, government employees are not allowed to take political stances. Delegalization means that the union would not be able to negotiate with school authorities and that billions of won of government support would be lost: in Korea, the employer, in this case the government, is mandated to pay the costs of the union. After a fierce struggle by the KTU and supporters, the government has postponed delegalization until next year. The KTU is fighting to maintain its union recognition.

10Fighting Against the Legal and Social Order Boundaries

 11“Do Not Cross this Legal and Social Order Line”

Since the 1997 IMF crisis, labor flexibilization has created a vulnerable irregular labor force (i.e. workers hired on an annual basis) and labor law amendments have divided worker power by allowing multiple unions, including false pro-company unions. This has dealt a grave blow to Korea’s labor movement. The central theme of this year’s Worker Day Gathering was breaking through the legal and social order boundaries that stifle, constrict, and debilitate the labor movement. For a full list of the translated demands:http://isckoreamedia.wordpress.com/2013/11/13/workers-day-gathering-november-910-demands-and-slogans/

12Samsung Workers Marching Holding Choi, Cheong Beom portraits and pickets that read:
“Samsung Guarantee the Rights of Worker Unions to Organize”

Choi, Chong Beom, the Samsung Service worker, joined Jeon Tae Il and the countless martyrs – their spirits present in the gathering. Choi, Chong Beom’s final note read:

“I, Choi, Chong Beom have suffered greatly working at Samsung Service. I couldn’t live because I was so hungry. Seeing those around me suffering was hard. So, while I cannot do like Jeon Tae Il did, I too have chosen his path. I hope that it helps.”


 

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December Intro to Brewing Class!!

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The year is almost at an end, and we have had so much fun with brewing classes, we thought we would squeeze one more in before 2013 slips away!

Our expat brewing instructors at Susubori Academy, Becca Baldwin & Dan Lenaghan, will be offering their very awesome Introduction to Makgeolli Brewing class in English.

Makgeolli Class Susubori

When:  Saturday, December 14th – 3:30pm – 6:30pm

Where:  Susubori Academy (near Chungjeongno Station)

What:  Join us for a hands-on makgeolli making and tasting experience and learn the basics of making and appreciating this fermented, fizzy, and nostalgic Korean beverage.

Learn the basics of preparing rice for fermentation, using various kinds of yeast (nuruk vs. ipguk), making godubap (a method of steaming rice), and creating the right environment for your special brew.

Learn how to adapt the techniques used in class for home brewing.

Experience a blind tasting of various kinds of makgeolli to learn how different techniques and ingredients affect flavor and mouth feel.

Finally, take home your very own fermentation vessel full of rice bubbling with yeast and enzymes, soon to be makgeolli. Filter your brew at home a week later and taste the fruit of your labors.

Cost:  40,000won (all inclusive)

The class will have a limited number of participants, so if you would like to participate, send an email to mmpkorea@gmail.com with your name and phone number to register!


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I took a photo every day in October. The weather is rapidly...

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I took a photo every day in October. The weather is rapidly cooling down. Work has continually been unstable, and by the end of the month, I had all new coworkers. Good trips every weekend, including Gwangju, Seoraksan, and Busan for my favorite annual fireworks show. Started my job search and looking to move cities in March.

I was aiming for “Out of it” October, wasn’t I? Well, with two months left for this photo project, I’m going to give up and just admit that it’s been a busy year.


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Hi, I'm Stacy. I am from Portland, Oregon, USA, and am currently living and teaching ESL in Cheonan, South Korea. Busy getting into lots of adventures, challenging myself, and loving people. Something more than an ethereal will-o-wisp.

Thank you so much for visiting and reading.

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The Epic of Bibimbap - Part 1: Jeonju, Pyeongyang & Yangpoon Bibimbap

Turning it around

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My First!  I got an e-mail, and the content had me a bit scratching my head on what or even how to answer the questions.

It basically came down to the following (heavily edited!):

I’m teaching at an adult hagwon these days. My problem again and again seems to be that even though I like kids, they don’t like me back. And the mothers’ complaints dog me.

Now, I take my job seriously. I show up early. I try to do “all the little things”. I try to make it fun. Verbally I’ve gotten promises of positive references from past kids’ hagwon where I’ve been let go.

I really don’t get it sometimes: I see good, bad, ugly, and alcoholic teachers who never seem to worry about anything other than being screwed over by their bosses rather than meddlesome moms.

I like kids. I like teaching. I could really use more income. Is there any way I can turn it around at a kids’ hagwon?

I’ve been thinking about this mail on and off to see if I could impart some great wisdom, but I don’t.  I don’t have an easy cookie cutter answer to the problem of dealing with kids.  I can only tell you what I have seen work and what doesn’t work.

FUN! doesn’t work.  It is like playing games, when you do it with the people you like, the silliest game is great, but playing with someone you genuinely don’t care about, could be your favorite game, it isn’t going to work out as well.

Kids work on an intuitive level, and that is how you got to teach.

ENERGY! works.  When batteries are low, my classes go awry, not always in a bad way, but lack of energy will give the kids an edge in controlling the classroom.  Which is a recipe for disaster.  Get your sleep on, don’t watch too much TV and don’t booze during the middle of the week.  Booze saps your energy for days to come.  I hired 50+ in my workforce, and even though they brought plenty of experience to the field, they did not have the energy needed to deal with kids.

EMOTIONS! Works.  Empathy is the greatest thing in a classroom.  Especially in an ESL environment, you have to be able to just read faces.  When I see some negativity in a child’s face, I immediately ask them if everything is OK.  They will probably say yes, but the fact that you noticed, they remember.  It is OK to be angry with kids, kids understand simple emotions, and anger (in a non-violent manner) shows them clearly that you are disappointed in what they did.  It should be very short lived though.   It is really about developing a rapport with children who don’t posses the language to express clearly, or even understand, what is going on.  Put an exaggerated form of your feelings on your face, and communicating with kids becomes that much easier.

RESPECT! Works.  You got to get them to respect your position, and you got to respect their time they spend in your presence.  ”Wow, this is great!  Now, can you do it better.” is something you should use a lot of.  This not alone acknowledges the effort they put in the work, but also the know that you believe they can do better, and they should try.

SURPRISE!  Works.  It’s good to have some recurring type of lessons, so kids get the hang of it, but you got to mix it up a bit.  Sometimes I will use exactly the same type of documents, but do something completely else with it.  E.g. Instead of reading the text out-loud, paragraph by paragraph, get the kids to say one word at a time.  So if you got 6 kids, each says one word, it creates some fun in class, they have to focus on the material, and they have to listen carefully to what is being said.

COMPETITION! Careful with this one.  Competition should always be fun and enjoyable, but it could destroy the relationships between students and turn aggressive pretty fast.

NEGOTIATIONS! Careful!  The negotiations should be used to convey what it is you expect from them, and that anything extra is earned upon completing what is set out for them to do.  Don’t negotiate yourself into doing less of what is expected of you.  My students know very well that if we can finish my weekly lesson plan, Friday CAN be a fun day.  They also know if we didn’t finish my weekly lesson plan, homework is inevitable.  Those are the kinds of negotiations that make everyone’s responsibility clear and understood.

CANDIES! Don’t work.  Nope they don’t, and stop fooling yourself, it simply doesn’t work.

FLOW! Sometimes classes flow into something more, something else.  Let it happen.  It gives kids the feeling they have some control over what is happening in class, it empowers them to pro-actively engage themselves in what is happening in the classroom.  The worst students are those who simple don’t engage in the class.  I make it a point to stop class until EVERYONE is on board.  You leave one kid out, next week, that kid is out of class, and it goes on and on.

I don’t know, does this, in any way, answer your question?

Cheers

TheBoss

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Kwon Jeok – A Recitation on Bamboo Trees

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Daeseol

Kwon Jeok (權適, 권적, 1094-1147) was a Goryeo Dynasty (高麗, 고려, 918-1392) and Song Dynasty (宋, 송, 960-1279) bureaucrat and scholar. He was of the Andong Kwon Clan (安東權氏, 안동권씨) and his courtesy name (字, 자) was Deukjeong (得正, 득정). During the reign of Emperor Yejong (睿宗, 예종, 1079-1122, r. 1105-1122), Kwon Jeok was selected to be sent over to China to study at the Imperial Academy (太學, 태학, Taehak). In 1117, he passed the Song Dynasty imperial civil examinations (科擧, 과거) but returned to Goryeo shortly thereafter. After his return, he served on various bureaucratic positions.

In the poem below, he describes the winter scenery of Major Snow, or Daeseol (大雪, 대설), one of the twenty-four solar terms. As a solar term, the Major Snow always falls around December 6th or 7th on the Western Gregorian Calendar, but varies on the lunar calendar. On this day, the Sun reaches the celestial longitude of 255 degrees.

安北寺詠竹 안북사영죽

At Anbuk Temple, A Recitation on Bamboo Trees

大雪漫天萬木嶊 대설만천만목최
琅玕相映一枝梅 랑간상영일지매
不如六月炎蒸酷 불여유월염증혹
呼召淸風分外來 호소청풍분외래

Large snow fill the heavens; ten-thousand trees are piled.
The jade bamboo trees mutually illuminate one branch on the plum tree.
It is not like the severity of the Sixth Month’s steaming heat.
Calling out to the clear winds, a portion comes from the outside.

Definitions:

Large • snow • to fill • heavens • ten-thousand • trees • to be piled
Jade • jade • mutually • to shine upon • one • branch • plum tree
Not • like • sixth • month • heat • steaming • severity
To call • to call out • clear • winds • to share • outside • to come

Notes:

  • The blogger is uncertain of the location of Anbuk Temple (安北寺, 안북사).
  • 琅玕(낭간) – A sobriquet for bamboo trees.


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Migrant Workers Assembly December 15th- Seoul

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The Migrant Workers Assembly will take place on December 15th in Seoul in commemoration of International Migrants Day. For more information please download the event poster here.

migrants poster



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KTO Chorwon Tour PT.1

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Last weekend I was given the chance to be a part of a tour sponsored by the Korea Tourism Organization. We were asked to head up to Chorwon near the DMZ between North and South Korea to get photos of the area and it’s scenic sites. I was stoked to go! Mostly because I would get to spend an entire weekend with some of the best photographers in Korea. These are guys that I have been talking to online for years but rarely have had the chance to meet them and especially all at once. The guys that I am referring to are none other than Steve Miller, Simon Bond, and Douglas MacDonald. We were also joined by Busan’s best Keith Homan and Marc Potgieter, who are two awesome photographers. Not to mention Scott Rotzoll who is a great new photographer with an excellent eye for detail and scenes.

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The trip started with a 4 am wake up and a 5:22 am KTX train to Seoul and then a bus from the KTO office out to the Chorwon area. Our first stop was the Sambuyeon Falls. This is one of the 8 scenic spots in Chorwon and it is a fantastic place. With the fresh snowfall it made the falls look majestic and serene.

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After grabbing some lunch, we were off to the Seungilgyo bridge. This was a bridge that might have been initially started by the North Koreans and then finished by the South Koreans or some say started by the Japanese and finished by the US forces (ht Robert Koehler) . It now is a walking bridge as a newer bridge has been built right next to it, tank traps and all. It was a  just a short walk to the natural beauty of Geosukjeong.

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This was an area that seemed to me like it didn’t fit the scenery that we saw up to this point with the exception of Sambuyeon Falls. Geosukjeong area was beautiful and was very peaceful. The way that the water from the Hantangang River cut through rocks made a very peaceful place to sit and relax. After we got our fill of the scenery, we headed up the long set of stair to our hotel for some food and rest.

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Day 2 will be continued soon.

싸이먼은 누구인가?#2 ‘나는야 약골 겁쟁이’

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싸이먼은 누구인가? #2

나라는 사람을 스스로 풀어 써나가는 과정이 결코 쉽지 않다는 것을 절실히 느끼고 있다. 나 자신을 그대로 직시하고 읽어나가는 과정은 힘들다. 한편으로는 지극히 괴로운 과정이다.

오늘은 나의 강점에 대해 얘기하겠다.

나 ‘Simon’의 최대 강점은 무엇일까?

오랜 시간 고민한 결과 ‘나의 최대 강점은 바로 나는 약하다는 것.’
이건 또 무슨 말인가? 최대 강점이 약함이라니 뭔 소리야…라는 생각이 들테지만 사실이다.
나는 약하다. 육체적으로도 정신적으로도 나는 나약한 아이였다. 부모님께서 말씀하셨다. 내가 태어날 때 너무 작고 약하게 태어났다고. 너무 약하게 태어나서 제대로 자랄 수 있을지 걱정이셨다고. 난 그렇게 육체적으로 지극히 약했다. 지금도 나를 직접 만나면 바로 느끼는 첫 인상은 ‘작구나.’일 것이다. 그렇다. 나는 작다. 키는 170남짓. 정확히 키를 재어본 적이 약 5년 전인데 그때 대학병원에서 자동기계로 키를 쟀을 때 정확히 169.5cm가 나왔다. 170도 아닌 169.5. 그것이 나의 키다. 체중은 60kg. 작은 키를 고려하더라도 남자로서는 지극히 작은 체중이다. 특히나 내가 거쳐왔던 운동,수련 경력을 알게된다면 이 체중은 더 큰 의미를 갖는다(이 부분은 ‘운동’에 관한 내 이야기에서 따로 적겠다)

어릴 적 늘 병을 달고 살았다. 항상 배탈이 났고, 수시로 감기에 걸렸다. 어린 시절 기억에서 어딘가 아프지 않았던 기억이 거의 없다. 항상 어느 한군데 이상이 아팠다. 격렬한 운동을 한 것도 아닌데 걷다가 수시로 발목을 접질렀다. 초등학교 때 알레르기성 비염으로 엄청난 고생을 했고, 중학교에 들어가자 눈물액이 선천적으로 작아 심한 결막염에 시달렸다. 그때 여러 병원을 돌아 다녔지만 제대로 원인을 파악하지 못하고 쓸데없는 치료만 하다가 난시를 얻었다. 그때부터 안경을 끼기 시작했다. 지독히도 힘이 약했다. 몇살 때인지 정확히 기억나지 않는다. 8살?9살? 때인가… 나를 처음으로 피지컬트레이닝의 세계로 인도해주신 우리 아버지 손에 이끌려 따라간(사실상 끌려간…) 뒷산 체력단련장. 태어나서 난생 처음으로 철봉에 매달렸다. 턱걸이를 하기는커녕 몇초 매달려 있지도 못하고 땅바닥에 나뒹굴었다. 분하고 열받아서 눈물이 났다. 난 그렇게 약했다.

그리고 그 약함이 나를 끊임없이 단련하도록 만들었다. 당시에는 그토록 원망스러웠던 아버지. 그분이 지금은 나의 가장 큰 은인이시다. 운동과 아버지에 관한 이야기는 개별주제로 차후에 더 자세히 얘기하도록 하겠다.

육체적으로 약했다는 것은 충분히 설명이 된듯하다. 그럼 MIND 정신적인 부분으로 들어가보자. 육체가 약하면 정신이라도 강해야 할 터인데 난 참으로 겁이 많았다. 어린 시절 나보다 3살 어린 여동생(그렇다. 여자다)은 놀이터에 미끄럼틀,놀이공원에 청룡열차까지 거침없이 타고 올라가고 즐겼다. 야밤에도 어린 녀석이 혼자 동네 가게에 과자를 사러 잘도 나갔다.나는? 집앞 가게를 밤에 혼자 가는 건 에베레스트산을 맨몸으로 혼자 정복하는 것과도 같은 도전이었다. 놀이터 미끄럼틀이 무서워서 올라가지도 못했다. 억지로 끌고 올라가시는 아버지를 붙잡고 고래고래 소리지르며 울고불고 난리였다. 정말 원망스러웠다. 무서워 죽겠는데 왜 자꾸 날 끌고 올라가실까. 어린 나이에도 참으로 분했던 기억이 난다. 어린 시절 밤에 잠자다가 문득 깨면 컴컴한 방 한쪽에 귀신이 쳐다보는 듯했다. 오금이 저리도록 무서워 다시 잠들질 못했다. 결국 베개를 들고 부모님방으로 도망갔다.

난 겁쟁이였다. 놀이기구도 무서워 타지 못했고, 자전거를 처음 배우던 때도 너무나 무서웠다. 밤이 무서웠고 어둠이 무서웠다. 학창시절 골목에서 불량배들을 만나 겁에 질려 전력질주로 도망쳤던 기억이 아직도 생생하다.

그렇다. 나는 육체적으로도 정신적으로도 겁 많고 나약하고, 약하디 약한 ‘타고난 약골,겁쟁이’였다.

그리고 이 ‘약함’이 내 인생을 살아감에 있어 가장 큰 ‘강점’으로 작용했다.

난 약했기에 끊임없이 단련했고, 겁이 많았기에 작은 것을 시도할 때도 남들보다 수백배 수천배 더 걱정하고 두려움에 떨며 시도해야만 했다. 대학교를 졸업하고 대부분의 사람들이 걸어가는 길을 거부하고, 나만의 길을 걸어가려고 결정할 때. 그 두려움은 상상을 초월했다. 그래서 더 독하게 각오를 다졌고, 모든 것을 걸었다. 그렇게 하지 않으면 도망갈 것이 불 보듯 뻔했기에 모든 것을 바쳐야만 했고, 모든 것을 버려야만 했다. 다 희생했다. 친구들과의 연락도 모두 끊겼고, 평범한 사람들이 흔히 하는 사생활은 완전히 차단했다. 텔레비젼을 보지 않은지가 4년 정도 되었다. 여름휴가도 한번도 안갔다. 해운대 해수욕장이 바로 옆에 있지만 바다에 발을 담궈본지가 6년정도 된듯하다.

그리고 이런 과정을 통해 내가 깨달은 것이 있다.

용기란 겁이 없다와 동의어가 아니다. 진짜 용기란 겁이 없는 것이 아니다. 진정한 용기란 미치도록 무섭고, 오줌을 지릴 정도로 두렵지만 그래서 당장 도망가고 싶고, 그만두고 싶고, 울고 싶고, 도움을 요청하고 싶고, 모든 것을 때려치고 다시 안전지대로(comfort zone)으로 돌아가고 싶지만, 그래도 내가 꼭 해야만 하는 것, 내가 반드시 하겠다고 결정한 것을 끝까지 해나기기 위해 저 두려움들을 모두 극복하고 내가 믿고,원하는 것을 해나갈 수 있는 것. 끝까지 포기하지 않고 반드시 끝까지 가는 것. 그것이 진정한 용기라는 것을 나는 내 경험을 통해 깨달았다. 그래서 나는 지독한 겁쟁이지만 반대로 ‘가장 용감한 사람’이 될 수 있다.

그래서 나의 최대 강점은 ‘나의 약함:my weakness’이다.

내가 가장 존경하는 인물들 중의 한분인 손정의 회장의 말이 더욱 와닿는다.

‘도망갈 길을 끊고서라도 열정을 바칠 용기를 가져라’

-손정의

Coach Simon Kang
‘운동’을 통한 자기계발코치/실전영어코치/BML Reset 다이어트코치
코칭,세미나,출간 문의는 kaizenkorea@gmail.com

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Learn Korean Ep. 45: Make & Let

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As I posted on Facebook last week, I'm currently working on a special, very large project for teaching the Korean language. I've been working on this since summer, and hopefully soon this month I'll finally be able to announce what it will be. Stay tuned for an announcement about that.

Today brings us a new episode about saying "make" and "let" - such as "I'll make you eat it," or "He let me buy the toy."

There's also a free PDF version of this lesson, with extra information and examples, on the YouTube PDFs page (link at top).

Learn Korean Ep. 45: Make & Let



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Live from Seoul: March Against NIS

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A demonstration and march against the NIS is currently underway as various groups come together in a show of solidarity. Most active struggles are present at the march, including the Korean Peasants League, Gangjeon Village representatives, Subway Workers Union, and various student groups, political parties and labor unions. The march started at Seoul Station and is currently working it’s way towards the Blue house. In solidarity, the ISC is also in attendance.

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